Scared of being 2 sane lest I feel it all
Take me back 2 the last moment I feared
Scared of the sacred
Scared of the music ending
Scared of the scars singing
Scared of how good it feels 2b shocked
When sobriety calls like a jilted lover
I want 2 crawl back 2 my hermit shell
I know that I’ve acted this scene 2death
I had to hate me enuf to forgive humanity
To realize I’m not going anywhere
All that could go tragically wrong has gone FUB-R
Fear is everywhere; my therapist says to stay +
Go 2-that waterfall 4 a dip if spirits hound U2 death
I tell him I’ve wrestled my angel like Abraham
I’ve dealt a blow 2 “this is stupid, let’s fuck”
I’ve united the sons of Abraham with weed
Fear is no match for me, I have Jesus on my side
He’s my voice; he is me when this home is empty
Get thee behind Him I say 2 the legion
Cowering behind ghostly sheets, it’s me
Scaredy-cat I’ve seen you hunt helpless birds
Still, I make an offering 2U as is my nature
I make no apologies 4 who I am anymore
Because the opposite would mean
I am a sorry human scared
Looking behind at what God has made
Imperfect or perfect, I am the undead awakened
Fear is natural, sin is not
Which causes me to shame myself?
I cannot serve 2 masters without the burn