Stone
2 min readAug 14, 2020

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God, what a heartbreaking bittersweet piece on vengeance. Thank goodness the gun jammed. Divine providence, what else? I also attempted suicide & by some Deux ex Machina, I chose not to put a bag over my head before taking sleeping pills. A drama queen ike Norma Jean or RocketMan. But, I wasn't in the nude thank Jesus.

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“Thank God IT saw me shoot IT,” is what she should have said.

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When Chiara saw her dead baby resurrected, IT was heartbreaking 2hear her call her baby an IT while that uncle f**ker who raped her at 12 was called a He. He doesn't deserve a pronoun.

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Not all men are bad. Victims R victims whether boy or girl or children. I got shafted by the judicial system during my divorce bc attorneys, the police & mediators have a mother bias. Just look at ads 4parents. How many dad's Rleft out of the picture as much as African American mothers?

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Vengeance is best served cold & extra rare, but the shards will eat U-up inside if you fire the pistol @IT. Like Chiara, I would have done it to IT just like her, sadly but never ashamed for pulling my own trigger @my Bully. Victims know a FIRE in hate that Victors never can match. I applaud Chiara's effort 2rid the world of 1more rapist uncle.

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She had a happy ending too few victims of bullies ever C. But, there is joy in the everlasting silver lining of hope 4Reunion with your child as I have experienced through my toxic divorce and meditation on vengeance. Is it worth IT 2kill IT? I haven't been raped yet, but I do know what it feels like to have your doll broken by some1 I trusted &re-appear months later in a father's arms. Who is Humpty-Dumpty, Medium? I don’t know if there is a happy ending for me, but like Chiara maybe I can experience Xmas2 1day2. My slake for revenge quenched upon my son’s return. Cheeky as ever.

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Stone Cold hearts J, my son, my sun ..

Amen

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